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08 July 2007 @ 03:58 pm
OK, every one on my friends list, I need your help! 

Im currently in the process of writing a new novel, and I need your faviourate girl names! I dont care how many you can give me, one or one hundred, but I need some new ideas! They can be unisex too. 


Luv Loz xoxo
12 May 2007 @ 10:10 pm
I do realise that I havent posted in a while. But yeah, schools hard, ballet exams are hard ... what do you expect? 

09 April 2007 @ 02:51 pm
Why does Easter mean chocolate? Chocolate always makes me so sick :(. Plus side was that my family know me well enough not to get my any chocolate, downside is that I baby sat both Saturday and Sunday, so I had lots of chocolate then. I cant eat junk food any more, which is a good thing I suppose. It just makes me waaay too sick haha. 

Hope every one had a good easter! 
Luv Loz xoxo
03 March 2007 @ 12:55 pm
Yay! Went shopping today and got my pointe shoes!! Im happy with both pairs, but we'll see what Shaynie says. I have to take one pair back next weekend. I really like the Freeds, but again, we'll see what Shaynie says. 
Bolldy hell those toe pads are expensive! They were almost half the price of the pointes themselves! But I need them, I dont want to get feet that are so covered in blisters that I cant walk. 
Tried on at least 25 pairs though. I have weird feet haha. Wide at the toes and waaay narrow at the base. But thats ok, Id rather get the right ones then rush and get ones that are going to break my ankles lol. 
Well thats all from me. 
Luv Loz xoxo
27 February 2007 @ 04:18 pm

To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all - Oscar Wilde

10 January 2007 @ 08:12 pm
"her body is wasting away she now weighs just 60lbs and her heart and major organs have shut down, they are going to wake her up from the coma tonight to give us a chance to say good Bye to her"

Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. 

How could this happen? What good are hospitals if they cant save her? I cant believe they let it get this far. How could tey just let her waste away like that? 27 kilos and taller than me ... thats crazy.

Amy, we love you, please wake up 

10 January 2007 @ 02:41 pm

Mal's Song

When the stars shine bright through the engine's trail
And the dust of another world drops behind
When my ship is free of the open sky
That's a damn good day to my way of mind

There's a barren planet you never can leave
There's a rocky valley where we lost a war
There's a cross once hung round a soldier's neck
There's a man's faith died on Serenity's floor

But I stood my ground and I'll fly once more
It's the last oath that I ever swore


So, take my love, take my land
Take me where I cannot stand
I don't care, I'm still free
You can't take the sky from me
Take me out into the black
Tell 'em I ain't comin' back
Burn the land and boil the sea
You can't take the sky from me
You can't take the sky from me

When you see a man and he's standin' alone
Well you might just take him for an easy mark
And there's many a man has tried his hand
And there's worse than wolves in the borderland dark
From the savage men to the government hounds
Try to take what's yours and tear you through
Ah, but them that run with me's got my back
It's a fool don't know that his family's his crew

Don't you tell me what I cannot do
Don't you think I've got to run from you


When you've walked my road and you've seen what I've seen
Well you won't go talkin' 'bout righteous men
You'll know damn well why I want to keep to my sky
Never cry 'neath nobody's heel again
I've seen torment raked 'cross innocent souls
Seen sane men mad and good men die
I've been hounded, hated, married and tricked
I've been tortured, cheated, shot, and tied
You won't see no tears when I say goodbye
I've still got my family and my Firefly


Current Location: Main Computer
i feel so: depresseddepressed
im rockin to: Mals Song
26 December 2006 @ 11:45 am
So Christmas time has onnce again crept up on us. Dinner with famous people on Christmas Eve was interesting ... if you didnt play golf you pretty much didnt exist ... fine by me. My cuz told me that he read my story and he said "Its phanominal (I know I cant spell) You have such a command over the english languge. I'd pay money for this." Then my uncle said if I sent him the manuscript he'd find me a publisher. YAY!! 
I must have been a good girl this year, because from Santa I got over $250 worth of stuff from the Australian Ballet, including 2 tickets to go and see their production of Swan Lake, a new poster, and a 2007 calander. I also got a tin full of kit kats which will proably rot in my room before I work up the corage to eat them

Other Pressi include:
-The second Elle Chronicals book (Im getting the final one in the after christmas sale)
-Charmed season 5 and 6
-Evanessence and Delta Goodrem piano books
-New PJs
-My ballet DVD
-5 free passes to Hoytes
-A sewing machine
-Shower stuff
-A DVD player
-Stick it! (from Kat)
-the new GHD hair straightner
-the promise of new dance leos from mum, but after Ive lost the weight I want to lose so they actually fit me.

Christmas lunch was great, with just mum me dad and james. I got the best photo with my two boys! They're sitting on my lap and we all have santa hats on! I cant wait to see how it turned out.

I hope every one had a great Christmas!! 
Luv always
Loz xoxo
I hope everyone
i feel so: calmcalm
05 December 2006 @ 07:20 pm
"Shes lost heaps of weight though"

i feel so: crappycrappy
13 November 2006 @ 03:35 pm

He screams, he hits, he abuses me.
I can't cry
because then Im a selfish cow with no respect
I can't scream back
because then Im a bad daughter who doesnt care her mother is dieing
I cant hit back
becuase then he crys
all I can do is take it
and i cant even do that any more

i feel so: depresseddepressed